is-se-nin ba neh

lama suda sy tdk update ini brg ohh. awww , windu nyeerrrr~ ok hari sy akn mbincang bnda paling bosan iaitu,kemarin kan sy sedih tahap gaban paling dewa.*syg sy ja tau itu* winkwink___kan ling? hehehe.lingling sy masi keja ohh.jm10 bru balik.ee , cpt la ba plg. ada sy mau bgtau.biarla sy brceta sma neh sii blogg dluann.oke blog kau mau tau ka? tadi kan sy plg awl neh . sbb sy mls ba mau keja tdi . teda smgat sy mau bkrja kalu xda kwn tau. trus kan pt tu sy blik laa. sdg kan mlm ada 50pax, then perlu kan 9org staf . tpi .....hheheh. sy,kolo,mimi,nana.plg .hahha.trus tlg 5org lgi staff . hhaahah . biar mampus kalian__blg si mimi neh. sy pn spptnya x bule balik ba tu. tpi npk nya .SAYA PANDAI BERLAKON . st pura2 mngs dpn thu 'pungit' trus ckp . 'mam,i need to go hme' konon ada mslah di kg .hahahahhaah .budu pnya lh penipu besar .lalalal. dosa !! biarla tu dia rasain mereka !! bhahaha.ok la itu ja ba tu yg sy mau update . boring kn.. 8;33pm/5.12.2011-goodbye ~

+++ SPRITE .paling mantap rasa dia :D naukk~bhaha.

he upset sama sy :'(

27.11.11 -yesterday was mybrother engagement lpas thu . ada lah kn party2 d ruma .then kami ada lh kn minum2 and then i tell rj yg i was joining my kazen cerita2 . then i dnt knw yg dorg bgi minum , kna paksa minum . sampai minuman tu jatuh d baju sy . nda kau sandih . elalala ~ mau nda mau . sumbat mulut ja la . kazen sy smpai trmuntah2 mabuk terukk da . sy mabuk tpi masi steady . masi bole handle lg (ceh tembirang) . and then sy kol rj . just want to makesure yg dia ok. tpi sy pun xingat apa sy ckp . balik2 dia suru sy tidur . tpi sy x ble tdur sbb rasa btl2 mau muntah . haha~ budu wehh . then sy bgn p masak maggi neh . spya hilang tu mabuk . sy kol rj ada dekat 3kali g2 . tpi balik2 dia suru sy tidur nhe . last2 trtdur jga sy . trus pagi2 syg saya mara ~ huhu . rj sayang im sorry k ~ u upset sama sy . im not good utk syg . sorry sgt2 .b bkn prmpuan yg sgt2 suci utk syg ~ im sorry rj :'( iloveyou still..........

lama sudahh tajuk dia .

oke , alamak lama suda sy x blogging ohh .  nw sy sdg blogging la ba nhe tpi jap la . ok just want say yg ilove my  boyfriend 'AHMAD HIFZHAN' and kami ordy 7months to get her ~ haha. kami jmpa time 24.11.11 . AWWW~ sweet kan kami  ~ btw imiss him oo :'( and skg ruma sy ramai kazen2 bcs my abg will get engage on 26.11.11 . congrat utk kau JERICO LG . okeee , itu ja utk hari . i gotta go . iloveyyou semua semua . cinta my baby hifzhan ~ muah muah pipi . baii ~ (aiikk , bru "rj" text sy nehhh ~)

sayang :')

imissyou too much darling ~ :')

hari 5 - eleven.eleven.eleven day !

ohhh goshhh ~ hari neh pulblasst i have a verryy good and nice day with my kawan2 and mysayang ~ happy sgt . mcm mna bnda yg sy harap tiu lh jdi hari neh ~ everything is fine and totally fine . started with fine ended with moments . oke . hari nhe bby sy ada p ruma . dia bgi my bday present ~ thank you sygg ~ iloveyou so much :') hari neh sy gembira ~ sbnarr nya kalu ingat balik mmg ada something yg bole buat sy ngs tdi tpii , sy cuba utk tdak ngs hari neh . and i've promise to myself yg sy xkan ngs depan syg sy niari . jdi sy kena tahan dan xmau ngs ~ :') i love you sygs ~ really love u sygs ~ imissyou sudaaa. ^^ oke la . thanks fr today sayang RJ and my family of star .kmu cool ! kmi suma tdi beli rntai . haha . then me with rj bought rantai H and L . H-mr.hamdie/hifzhan. L-mr.lapius/lala. awwww < whattw sweet ooo . eee. iloveyou syg . muah muahmuahhh ~ <3 .okla dat all for today . whatever today sy happy sgt2 and iloveyou syg hifzhan . muah ! much love fr u .

GOOD NEWS UNTUK AHMAD HIFZHAN : BEATRONELLA P***** :) muah pp u syg ~

11.11.11 / 1.44am

:'( baru abis kolling sma my syg ~ im crying rite nw :'( xbole tahan oo, knpa ba sy neh makin kuat mngs nhe ~
sy xtau apa jdi sma kmi tdi ~ suma jdi cpt sgtt i dont know what happen neh. tuhan ja lh yg dpt faham isi hati sy sekarang nhe tuhan .. sy sangat sangat rindu sama diaa, sangat2 rindu . whats wrong with me ? sy takut oh kehilangan diaa . takut sangat2 ~
today kmi last kolling mybe sbb dia mau krja, awal jln ,lmbt balik. huhu~ god, what should i do without him dlm satu hari , demi tuhan satu hari tanpa dia sy btl2 kusutt, i have no idea what should i do ~ im lonely . kenapa la kau perlu krja ? knpa kau perlu kasi tgl sy wlaupun skjp syg ~ sayang,,what should i do , help me :'( i need u , sementara u krja ~ syg what f somethng happen to me ? sepa yg sy mau cari , sy cuma mampu cri kau ja syg ~ kau ja dpt kasi selesai f sy ada apa2. what f saya kna karen ? pcah gelas ? kena minyak ? kna air panas? syg u knw sy cuai kn ~ sepa mau jaga sy tym u tiada. u knw i cant takecre of myself kn ~?! APA PERLU SAYA BUAT ?! JAWAB !
 now, u sedang tidur suda . bcs u headache . the truth sy xmau kasi tgl uu , i want to kolling sama u lama2 tpi , u sakit pala . i should let u sleep . and restt cs nti pagi kta mau jln kn ~? :')
nnti pagi harap2 cnfrm jln ~ and hope everthing is fine , (p/s: ya tuhan harap2 nnti pagi kami jln and balik suma nya brjln dengan lancar ,tanapa kna mara2 when smpai ruma.. 'we come with happiness , and we leave with happiness and sweet moments') bsok FOS last jln MYB~ bcs yg lain krja cant outing2 lh .dia bwa sy balik jm5 ptg ~ sgt awl ..berat hati sy mau kasi tggl dia neh ~ :'( :'( :'( sy suda tau apa perasaan sy tym tuh , brkecai-berai .:'( im stuck sy xtau suda what should i do without him dlm setiap saat yg jdi tiap hari ~
sayang i really don't know :'( help me .

cant stand it

Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know
That everything you do,
Is super fucking cute
And I cant stand it

Ive been searching for
A girl thats just like you
Cause I know
That your heart is true

Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know
That everything you do,
Is super duper cute
And I cant stand it

Lets forget,
And run away
To sail the ocean blue
Then youll know,
That my heart is true


you,you got me where you want me
Cause Ill do anything to please you
Just to make it through
Another year

You, I saw you across the room
And I knew that this is gonna
Blossom into something beautiful.
Youre beautiful.

missing u baby rj

. eyerrhhh.kenapa neh huh ? aduui , mcm sedih pula sy .mm ~ i missyou syg so muchhh :'( balik balik ngs , syg ~ i dont know what should i do selain dari ngs i cant do anything ba. f i tell u imiss you , i knw u gonna reply me imiss u more syg. so better simpan lh . biarlhh sy yg sgsara disini . makin hari sy makin cinta sama kau ~ :'( i dont know . ask god la ba.. i really syg u makin hari ~ sgt sgt syg nhe , sayang ~ what should i do?? i miss you too much sayang ~ everydayy ~ kalau pun kau ada depan sy .sy masi rindu :'( sangat sangat rindu kau ~ when sy jumpa kau kn ~ u knw what i really feel like want to hug u. sgt2 mau hug ~ i wanna touch u sygg ~ sbb sy trlmpau rindu kau . tpi kadang2 i feel like u trying to mengelak. haha ~ gete. biarlh thu ~ i am currently trying to jadi orang yg akn faham setiap prgerakan,prtututrn,perasaan u ~ oke ~? bantu sy utk faham suma nya ~
(crying) *oke mamy teriak suda bye ~

waiting outside the line

You'll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it's time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

ceritaaa bangasss ~.~

aloloh~ main lama x on9 suda skrg bru dpt on9 ,update fb,update blog. ok, bykk ooh jdi time teda lappy nhe. di ruma pun borink gila babun tahap gabann~ ee. kciannn sayaa~ byk hal yg bikin emosi jdi , haaalaaa. pnya lhhha juga . time skg yg suda jumpa lappy hulamakk pnya best rasa diaa~ kihaaa~ wohooo. tpi byk benda yg jdi bikin naniss lhha , bykkkk sgt2 . gaduh sama baby sy.. ohyaa, mau tau ?? about month suda sy x brckp sama abg sy. sbb SAYA BENCI DIA ,knapa? sbb DIA BIKIN PANAS -.- mmg pun~
best ooh dpt on9 suda , yeahhh~ kcian syg sy,dia suru on9 sy balik2 xda lappy , adoi adoi adoii~
okkkklaaa~ ithu sdja utk jam07.37am nhe,malas mau tekan banyak banyak. baby puku sy bulum bangun ohh ~ sayang bangunnnnnnnnnn!!!! adoi adoi adoii :o

masaa sy kiutt lagi :) hahah

harii sabtuuuuuu :) yg fine~

heyyy~ O.o harii sy ada jln sma kazen sy . kmi p kk jln2 tpi pastu kmi xtau mau p mna ~ kmi p SPA lah kunuk. pastu kmi shopping ,gila babas.melayang duit sma bnda2 yg x brfaedahh~ laaa~ then beli byk lah brg, pastu jmpa ramai kawan , jmpa adeq.iskh.sma gf si adeq. kami jln jln jln jln jln jln jln... pastu jmpa prfmnce XINXERENA fev band,geng2 juga bh tu . pastu ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,jmpa sabah ukelele group lgi ~ tpi paling sedih hari ini sikit ja dpt text baby sy , cz hp low batt ne , jiallll ~ ee. low bat time2 urg siok txtg sma baby sy ! iskkkhh babi btl ..hari ini sy dapat bykkk barang kira mcm brtuah lah hari ni sbb dpt brg2 . bcs kkak bru balik dri BAGUOI, PHILIPHINES.bykk lah brg sy kna kasi bli kunuk , jdi tia hairan lah brg2 sy pkai suma filipin pnya brg , jgn tny mna sy dpt , sbb jwpn dia mesti FILIPIN . haha ,minta puji nya lala ~ gahaha,penat gila babas sy hari ne , jln smpai sakit pinggang ,alala.kcian oh sy :'( ee. eeeeee~ tdi bh sy jmpa pembenci kazen sy kan . elalala , jelingan maut dia bagi sama kazan sy . jiallll . pnya perempuan . bgs kalu lawa ini gemuk . sial. p matii lah gemukkk bodo ..eee ,tlg laaahhhh~ ://///

p/s: rindu wei sama baby hifzhan . eee. anjaa rindu ayang ohh ~ huhu ~ tapiiiiiiiiiii, mlm nanti kolling2 kan ayang ~? hee, rinduuu ayang ~  ^^

• dior syg ma darl!
• then , mau tnya , darl single ?
• bet , im sleeping rite nw , btul2 me sdg sakit nhe . sory ah lau kc sakit atie kw . forgive me , syang kw , and i love u (seriously) :-o . nyte .
• grr ! TUBAL MYBINI !
• baby , klau andai kta psah sklipun , dear akan pnggl b 'baby' sampai bila2 , idc klau urg lain ckp dear trkjar2 b , dear akan pggl b 'baby' , take my promise ds .
• syg i miss u.

P/s: I LOVE YOU MY BABY AHMAD HIFZHAN !

I SWEAR TO GOD ONE DAY I WILL MARRY U !
I WILL MAKE MY DREAM COME TRUE ! GOD IM SORRY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!
LET ME TAKE HIM AS MY HUSBAND! I PROMISE I WILL BE FIND MY HAPPINESS WITH HIM! WITHOUT HIM I REALLY CANT BREATHE EVEN FOR A SECOND! GOD PLEASE ALLOW ME TO MARRY WITH HIM! IM SORRY GOD! OPEN 'THEM' HEART TO ACCEPT HIM AND LET HIM JOIN MYFAMILY! :'(( PLEASE GOD IM BEGGING U ~ U KNOW MUCH I LOVE HIM,PLEASE LET ME WITH HIM. IM BEGGING! (i miss u baby) :'((

spoongebob-(lalapius)-****3*3

tadii :')

eee~ sy ngs lgi :'( i miss u ayang~ eventhought the pain is really hurt and really killing me but i'll never show it to you sygs~ u gve me everthing but now let me sacrifice for you ~ let me feel all the pain inside.
anjaa takkan pernah penat brkorban untuk ayang sebesar mana pun penderitaan itu.SEMUA ANJA BUAT UNTUK AYANG :') IMISSYOU BABY HIFZHAN~

Last Night :')

smlm koling sm rj sy ~ wahhh, happy oh sy :'( tpi the sad part is when the time sy ngs . sbb smlm kmi ceta2 trus tiba2 dia ckp sma sy kn ~ dia blg kan sorry sbb kalu time cutii nanti xdpt luang kn masa byk utk sy ~ sedih oh sya kecewa .adee ~ dia ckp mau keja supaya dia dapat tanggung sy ,mau kasi beli sy hadiah mahal2 . namau kasi malu sy depan kawan2 . dia blg dia x malu tpi dia x mau sy malu .. sayang ~ sy namau o hadiah mahal2 .sy namau apa2 :'( sya mau kau . anjaa mau ayang ~ :'(( . anjaa phm ayang mau keja mau cri duit utk beli apa2 utk anjaa kn? anjaa, xlarang ayang keja ~ tpi ayang keja ayang kasi tgl anjaa bah ~ anjaa x snggup oh ayang ~ anjaa mau slalu dgn ayang 24/7 syg ~ anjaa namau ayang kasi tgl2 anjaa lgi :'(( mama sunyi papa ~ huhu . mama perlu kn papa ~ kalu bole kn mama namau papa keja , berla kta susa senang sama2 , tpi mama trfikir juga papa kerja ringan kn beban mamay sma dady kn ~ mama jdi trlampau ego, penting kan diri sndri sbb mama cinta papa ~ sgt2 cinta papa ~ :'( iloveyou rj

much love <3

renella at yahoo.com - 01* 5*****3

jyeaaahhhh

yeaaahhh ~ chw, dating duluuuu ~ calling......(with my sayang R'J) muahhh :*

I LIKE YOU

imiss my RJ :'( huhu.ngs.ngs.ngs ~ sy rindu kau ohh syg,tiap saat rindu kauu.tpi susa nehh mau bgtau kau yg sy sgt2 rindu kau.wlpun sudah jmpa,wlpun kau ada depan mata sy kan~ sy masi btl2 rindu kau.i really dont want to let u go ~ sgt2 syg kau. besar syg sy sama kau btl2 xdpt ukur ohh.tuhan ja tau mcm mna kuat rasa syg sy sama kau syg.only u the person that really teach me how to live mylife sygs~ u teach me how to loving u properly~ i miss u now sygg . really miss u so much darling. and now im waiting fr ur call :') cant wait ooh.hear ur voice was the greatest moment with u . wlpn cuma dgr suara kau. elllaaalal,syg i promise to love as long as i alive <3 

AHMAD HIFZHAN :: you are the gifts from God is the most I love very much :') 

blogger.blogger.blogger

bhhahaha~ its mynew blog AGAIN .laahhhh ~ byk kali main blog balik2 buka blog baru .x tau brapa ribu suda blog sy buat balikk2 hancurrr ,babs Q . :) but this time look like i have a very nice blogg now, sooo, MAYBE  im going to takecare of my new bloggg lahh knu ~ haha :D

newer me

this is was my first post on blogger ~ :)