11.11.11 / 1.44am

:'( baru abis kolling sma my syg ~ im crying rite nw :'( xbole tahan oo, knpa ba sy neh makin kuat mngs nhe ~
sy xtau apa jdi sma kmi tdi ~ suma jdi cpt sgtt i dont know what happen neh. tuhan ja lh yg dpt faham isi hati sy sekarang nhe tuhan .. sy sangat sangat rindu sama diaa, sangat2 rindu . whats wrong with me ? sy takut oh kehilangan diaa . takut sangat2 ~
today kmi last kolling mybe sbb dia mau krja, awal jln ,lmbt balik. huhu~ god, what should i do without him dlm satu hari , demi tuhan satu hari tanpa dia sy btl2 kusutt, i have no idea what should i do ~ im lonely . kenapa la kau perlu krja ? knpa kau perlu kasi tgl sy wlaupun skjp syg ~ sayang,,what should i do , help me :'( i need u , sementara u krja ~ syg what f somethng happen to me ? sepa yg sy mau cari , sy cuma mampu cri kau ja syg ~ kau ja dpt kasi selesai f sy ada apa2. what f saya kna karen ? pcah gelas ? kena minyak ? kna air panas? syg u knw sy cuai kn ~ sepa mau jaga sy tym u tiada. u knw i cant takecre of myself kn ~?! APA PERLU SAYA BUAT ?! JAWAB !
 now, u sedang tidur suda . bcs u headache . the truth sy xmau kasi tgl uu , i want to kolling sama u lama2 tpi , u sakit pala . i should let u sleep . and restt cs nti pagi kta mau jln kn ~? :')
nnti pagi harap2 cnfrm jln ~ and hope everthing is fine , (p/s: ya tuhan harap2 nnti pagi kami jln and balik suma nya brjln dengan lancar ,tanapa kna mara2 when smpai ruma.. 'we come with happiness , and we leave with happiness and sweet moments') bsok FOS last jln MYB~ bcs yg lain krja cant outing2 lh .dia bwa sy balik jm5 ptg ~ sgt awl ..berat hati sy mau kasi tggl dia neh ~ :'( :'( :'( sy suda tau apa perasaan sy tym tuh , brkecai-berai .:'( im stuck sy xtau suda what should i do without him dlm setiap saat yg jdi tiap hari ~
sayang i really don't know :'( help me .